I am so depressed. Last night my flat threw a huge Christmas dinner with 20 people and a turkey that was wrapped in bacon. So fucking good. I drank a bottle of wine and 2 cans of K and was basically on the floor drunk. It was amazing fun. So now I am sad because I have to leave on Saturday, I wish I could come back next semester! I really don't know how I am going to go back to the states and deal with real life again. I feel like all these people I have been hanging out with the past three months are my family and now I have to abandon them and most likely never see them again. Its so unfair. And Erik is being such a brat right now. All I want to do is get my essays done and hang out with my friends and he gets so pissy when I don't have time to talk to him. I'm sorry that my power cord broke and I can't use skype right now but thats not my fault. Its also not my fault that I have 4 papers due this week and I have only finished one so far. Plus I will see him on Saturday! Its not like I won't be back for a long time, he cant chill out for one fucking week while I get shit done? I don't understand why hes being such a little bitch about it. I will never get to see these people again and hes angry because I cant talk on the phone for 5 hours every day. Augh, I'm seriously sick of it. Anyways, I need to get back to work. But basically I am sad and don't want to leave Goldsmiths. But winter break will be fun, I def can't wait to see all of you guys! We have to have some crazy times.

I am home! After being awake for almost 24 hours and having to deal with a completely ridiculous day of buses, airports, and cabs. I was super stressed out to begin with because of the whole leaving Erik thing. So then when I got to Logan and found out that my flights into and out of DC were at two different airports I very nearly had a nervous breakdown. But the guy at the counter was super nice and the worst that happened was having to pay $70 for a fucking cab. I got some reading done and now I am back in my own room with more closet space then I know what to do with and a huge kitchen full of food downstairs. How fantastic is life?

Tomorrow I am job hunting, having dinner with my parents, and then going out with friends. Hopefully the job hunting party of the day will be successful!

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